She
ran to the barn door. "I must go home."
Clem
moved after her. "Stay here. The storm--"
"I'll
be home before it's really bad. I have to go." She mounted Paladin and
turned back to him, her voice ragged. "Don't you see? I told them I'd help
and look what happened."
Paladin
did an uneasy dance. Clem grabbed for the reins but she veered to the side and
spurred the horse into a quick lope. Clem’s hoarse voice called her to stop, to
wait, but she paid no heed. Then she heard nothing but the keening of the wind.
At
first it came in uncertain gusts, and the large white flakes eddied and coiled,
building low mounds on the road. Then it blew steadily, drawing the flakes into
threadlike tassels, streaking the mounds into drifts. Finally the wind assumed
full force and drove the snow hard in a slanting southeasterly direction.
Moving
nearly broadside against it, Diana made slow progress. Icy pellets stung her
cheeks. Billowing veils became thick sheets, concealing all landmarks, even the
road. Paladin tried to turn his back to the wind whenever she relaxed her grip
on the reins. She leaned over his neck and urged him through deepening drifts.
A half buried fence line on the left vanished. Whenever she turned her head to
search for the gates to Paradise Valley, her eyes and nostrils filled with
snow.
"I
must get home," she said aloud. But the screaming wind drowned out the
sound of her voice.
Paladin,
his coat crystallized with ice, whinnied and wheezed, gasped and shuddered.
Despite the horse’s increasing unsteadiness, she didn't dare stop, even when
she lost all sensation in her face and hands.
They
plodded on, for miles it seemed, for hours that may have only been minutes. How
long had she been out in the storm? Where was she? Nothing made sense any longer.
Paladin
stumbled and fell onto his forelegs. She rolled off and struggled for footing.
With a jerk on the reins, she pulled him up, then plowed on through knee-deep
drifts. She couldn't see the horse an arm's length behind her. He careened and
dropped onto his side.
She
yanked on the bridle, shrieked, "Get up. Get up, damn beast. Oh, God. What
have I done?" She fell on his neck, heard his exhausted gasps, a
shuddering sigh, then--nothing. Horrendous pain seized her throat. "My
beautiful Paladin." The wind snatched the words from her frozen lips.
"I could have saved you. I could have saved James. It's my fault he's
dead. My fault you're dead."
She hauled herself up and staggered forth,
whipped by the wind and haunting images: James staring vacantly at the sky; Stevy, his scarred face contorted. "The bullet I got for you," he taunted
her. "The bullet for you--"
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